its funny how i realised i have split personalities at times. perhaps its really the physical environment and people around me tats affecting my behaviour. today felt so stressed up at work. but durin lunch with my aunt, i felt so at ease. mayb its cause she's treating me sashimi n icecream. didnt know just sashimi alone could make me so full. but going back to office really bored me, esp when there's another meeting that i sorta dread to attend. n last min i realised i gotta attend it alone. so many things to prepare, so little time.
i need some organisation skills. mayb some paper sorter as well. i keep misplacing my things on the desk n roughly spent 5 - 10mins searching for it again. =S
time to slp n cure the blur-ness in me.
darn, i couldnt rem what i wrote previously when everything got deleted cus the webpage hung on me. >_<" the only thing i can rem was the title, TGIF. ah... yes, so glad its friday already. though i dread a little about tomorrow's event at the senior citizens home.. looking forward to the night when my river returns after 1 mth. ure so being missed!
the week was rather quiet as my boss was away in india. but still headaches n stomaches accompanied me. but tues was a buzz. the ending of imf world bank was great. the food was great. 5mins of fireworks paid off. being esplanade was great though the preparation for it was tiring. the only regret was i didnt go for the free flow of beer. hahas. if only any of my girls were with me, we could so be enjoying it more. i'll grade the last day event an A*. tight security = safe, free performance (Forbidden city, diaspora, outdoor, etc) = good entertainment. streets of free food along the river. oh yes, please support my esplanade art installatoin n get those free postcards! =) so proud of the kids.
my eyelids are closing on my already.. but i cant miss my tv shows! some kinda time really flies while other minutes drag so slow.. oh yeah, bumped into my aunty at my office building n realised she works there too! one level difference.. hah! lookin forward to lunches with her.. ^^
yays, my stitches are removed n the dentist said its all doing well. soon i'll be chewing normally again with both sides n eating proper foods.
yest was the reception for the kids. it was a cheerful one with no kids crying n everyone smiling cus they get a $100 voucher each. and i realised how easy a child could actually come up to me to give me a peck to say good bye. even though he's the only spastic child among the group, it also shows he's talented bring a top 20 winner among 524 entries. oh well, u guys can view the art exhibition from 20th sept at the esplanade foyer. im the project officer behind it. *grins
time to find more things to do.. been sleeping for the past 5 hrs in pain.. =S
saturday i'll get to remove my stitches. I cant wait to eat hard n chewy foods. ^^ the week had been torturing. actually im okay with the diet of fish porridge/mee sua and soggy bread wif milo for breakfast. but i loath taking 18pills a day. n its bitter. the after-effects of the pills, think its making me emo. yucks. anyway i've finished the last medication. i still managed to survive it after all. phew.
yest just finished the fos event. tiring. now i realised its tiring to smile n speak, esp when ure recovering from that swollen face. didnt talk much for the past hours for today. so great. typing on msn is so much easier. plus got so many icons to express myself. haha. but tomorrow i gotta be all smiles again for my reception party for the kids. hope everything goes well.
till later'
Long entry, do read if ure free.. =P
Initially, I was mentally prepared for the wisdom tooth surgery. yes, i'll get my left bottom wisdom tooth out. after the x-ray taken, it showed that the top left wisdom tooth is slightly crooked as well. it was a mixture of feelings. the dentist explain to me the cost and everything. of cus it'll be better to get both teeth out today so it'll lessen the pain next time.
they say the most painful part is when he injects into ur gums to numb it. why didnt anyone tell me he's gona inject 4 times?! yes, he's encouraging me all the way. first he puts vaseline on my lips to prevent dryness, then he injects my gums.. the feeling of numb-ness. the drilling.. extraction.. took abt 15mins. then he asked, "so u want me to extract the upper tooth as well?, are u okay?". I nodded. then he had to inject me another 4 times at the upper left gum. -_____- actually it doesnt really hurt much. but it was certainly faster than the bottom.
i bit the gauze in my mouth and got up. there was my teeth. the lower one was drilled into 4 pieces and the top one looks rather long. i requested to keep them for memory's sake n to frighten my mom n brother.
i was prescribed 3 different types of medicine. im required to take 2 tablets of each, 3 times a day. "WAH!" which means i'll consume 18 tablets a day for 5 days. and i was told to finish all the medication. =S
Another depressing damage - $454 for the total bill. from the x-ray-surgery-pills.. and now my mouth is filled with BLOOD. it's been bleeding since 2.15pm and now is already 7pm. the asthetics has already stopped, which means my gums dont feel numb. which also means i can feel the pain. really terrible. and i had to give my dinner appt a miss. really sorry girls. hope u guys will understand.
oh yes, im given 6 days medical leave. i was so shocked. but i doubt i'll use it since there's so much at work. i'll prolly take half days off n return home early next week. oh well.. just hope the bleeding stops now cus im really hungry! and the left side of my face looks a little bloated. its so saddening. im gotta cancel all my appts. =(
good bye to hard foods for now.. i'll probably take all the baby foods.. oh yes, i still have to go back next week to remove the stitches.. sigh.
its thursday already. yipee. i hope time passes by faster, though i know i got more project deadlines to meet. gona visit the dentist on sat noon so hopefully my wisdom tooth is removed. been sorta stressed out at work recently n i found myself rubbing my head quite frequently. my girlfriend asked me out for dinner n drinks so i guess that did make me happy. great food is always the best solution. =)
went to CB to get my last pay cheque from there so i guess i might never step there again. its tough facing some of them. and a little awkard too. oh well.. these will jus b left in memory lane.. cant wait for next wk when my reimbursements come in.. =) im always feelin broke..
i realised im always dragging myself outa bed.. thats terrible.. =x oh well.. time for tv b4 i head for bed. slp is so important n i gotta leave my title of 'sleeping princess'. lol~
hectic schedule at work. actually, i realised its the bad white lights thats causing me to get stressed up at times. n its making my eye sight worse since i gota face the lap top in the office. bad.bad.
my wisdom tooth is startin to hurt me liao. the thing is, i cant find the best alternative to get it out. which hospital? or dental clinic? im gona start calling tmr.. anyone can recommend? i wana get the surgery done by next wk. maybe thats the cause of my head spinning now and then too.. forgot to include another point: im afraid. =S
tomorrow is gona be another busy day. meetin alice tang n vic joe! heh.. gona be quite fun i guess.. but kinda serious matters to discuss too.. i'll prolly buy him some "Ice mountain" mineral water when he comes. =P
u know ure really missing someone when ure sleeping and all u dream of is him n waking up to face reality. then he messages to tell you he dreamt of you too. but we're worlds apart. timing factor has been playing me out. guess i can only meet u for 7hrs+ in dreamland for e next few wks.
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