stretched, or rather stressed.
i dont know if i can handle. hanging in dere.
4 more weekends and hopes it goes by soon enough. but i dread some of them. hais.
anyone need pt job next wk? willing to work crazily under my supervision. heh.
suddenly i had the urge to go club. mayb its the stress piling up at work or personal matters i dont understand. mother nature stopping me. and the rest of my saturdays till end nov is work.work.work. yes, including some sundays. there goes my "life". i wonder what will happen if the dominoes dont fall as planned. will i be blamed?
december is coming. time to take leave. but where should i go? i need company. sigh.
i dont know which is more depressing...
- dates cancelled
- holiday trip cancelled
- dinner postpone
- phone calls not answered
- rattling of noisy people around
oh well. trying to see the silver lining in my dark clouds.
i think i've slept more than 18hrs yesterday. slp.sob.slp.sob.slp.sob. the more i slept the more tired i got.
maybe time for me to slp again. its the holidays right.
anyone wana fly? im all ready.
sometimes the day really passes by so fast i realised i've forgotten to do some things at work. its really terrible. im being disturbed by my surroundings too. im not as productive as before. and some people cant seem to understand my plight.
i need to seek solitude. i'll run away. maybe.
i'll keep my new polo wallet tight close to my body from now on. it'll nv part from me. i wont bring my ic out. (cus if really lose, lose driving license cheaper to replace.) I manage to retrieve my cards back, thanks to the kind girl who found it at Great World City. (piang, it was stolen at the hotel.. the thief run till dere..) anyway, that thief still leave my posb card together wif my ic n license. -____-''
damn thief, i spent $5 to replace tt card since i immediately terminate it when i report lost. total damage: $15 cash, photos of frens, mis cards (lambrini ladies card.. argh), $10 food voucher, black wallet which my mom gave me on xmas which lasted a few yrs. oh well, "jiu de bu qu xin de bu lai." my fren had alr gotten a polo wallet from me overseas.. original polo worth s$200+ so Thanks! XD
anyway, i better start saving... cus im gona sail soon.. weeeeeet!
i realised i've hit some kinda bad luck recently.
yesterday i lost my wallet in the Grand Corpthorne Hotel at havelock road during my event. (the one in front of zouk) lazy to type more. the security dere really sux, still call themselves 5* hotel. worse is when my wallet only has $10 cash so the thief must b so disappointed. so DEPRESSED. my IC, Driving License and POSB card all stolen just like that. did the necessary stuff already. except i'll probably curse that thief but still hopes she/he returns me my impt cards by mail or whatever. =(
what boss says today, doesnt apply for tomorrow. it sometimes get irritating when your boss gets this mood swing cum 'pms' period combine. as a worker u've got to adapt, learn how to be swift and please her. even if that means telling a small lie now and then. =x i hope to tide the stress period away. seeking sponsorship, literally begging is really difficult. its easy for some things only.
doing so many things, some doesnt seem to be my job scope. i wonder where does my scope limit me to. am i doing too much? at least im categorised as the 'street smart' by her. im too lazy to go by the books too.
the lunch at hyatt today made me realised a few things. outside food is definately cheaper, and some tastier. but service is impt too. but the place is nice for taking photos. cheers.
my eyelids seem to be getting heavier... tata!
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Lucky Whale
Pink
Sun
Guitar
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Artist: Avril Lavigne
Song: My Happy Ending
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