2 1/2hrs more to the end of 2006. "hey! where u heading to countdown?" "u aint gona party?" probably i see so much other partying ahead im too lazy to get my butt out this time. the coming thurs/fri/sat. this time, last year seemed much better. now as work life seeps in, it gets complicated. the working world, perhaps they call it the real world. i understand why some look forward so much to the weekends n the partying. perhaps im starting to be like that too...
im not satisfied. each time i get to this kinda stage i find myself searching for some kinda counsellor.. somehow or rather one would appear. but this time, it hasnt. does it mean i gotta see things for myself? im thinking really hard i nearly fell asleep.
okay, im alright. no worries. time to get a shower n think again.
i think its some kinda aura around me, affecting my senses. somehow or rather, i cant seem to concentrate though i may seem in deep thought. its been a jam-packed year for 2006.. wondering how's 2007 gona come like.
i just realised, i cant seem to type in my thoughts.
till later' when the mood sets in.
this christmas really seems different in a certain way. at first it was kinda dull, till i was filled with little surprises and realised, there are still people around me who loves me. ^^ thanks for the sms, messages, cards and gifts. each of them are significant in its own way.
kinda feeling tired right now after all the preparations and entertaining just now. i love kids! they're all so cute despite the naughty things they do, which we'll still forgive. the innocence protrayal. hugging them seems much easier too.
the year is coming to an end.. what were my resolutions for this year? somehow or rather, i vaguely remember them. yet preparations for the coming year are in thought. i wana learn to love my surroundings.
a friend of mine said she wana make me so touched that i'll cry on my birthday. how good can friends get right. ok, fine. please do more 'touching' things for me then. i'll prolly cry so much till my eyes turn red, even waterproof mascara doesnt work. haha. kinda looking forward to my mini party. the details:
6jan2007/saturday/8pm onwards/Cosy Bay @ tanjong rhu (near the indoor stadium)/light food served only/chill-out/cake cutting/
nice of the boss to let me have the area for reservation. wonder how's the *bomb* gona burn my pocket.
Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year.
fa la la la la.........!
it finally occured to me that tomorrow will be christmas eve. the xmas tree at home is filled with nicely wrapped presents. i wonder what about those who dont have a tree at home.. do u put them elsewhere? or open the gifts up once u get home? hmmm...
ah yes, after my 10 mths of attaining a class 3 license, i drove a van the other time. at least i still put the skill of gear shifting, etc in good use. it was kinda fun since ure sitting higher up. drove along orchard road.. slight drizzle but still nice to see the lights.. im a safe driver right? =) the next time i prolly drive it again is when i volunteer to do the deliveries.
sleeping princess needs more sleep. wonder if its that beer.. shall post pics later... thanks for the good evening.. (u know who u are) still the same lame jokes. haha. good night.
hmm... i've gotten the venue finalised! haha.. but im gona keep it mum... till xmas bah... but pls kindly keep that sat free okay? =)
jus received a surprise yesterday. in fact, a very funny one. HAHA.
my last project of the year just ended. trying to get into the mood and atmosphere of xmas.. yes, invitations to parties have been flooding me. its a matter of who's more important in my life isnt it? Family, long-time friends, close friends. my priority. you know who u are. wonder if i'll countdown again this year. jus wondering..
speaking of counting down, the Ministry im working in is having our annual D&D at MOS. omg.. how cool is that. hah. guess which date it falls on? 5 JAN '07. haha. i couldnt help but laugh n laugh. perhaps those who wish to countdown to the next day should come. its open to guests too at a different rate though. Retro theme. n mrs. boss will be overseas. no entertaining of big bosses! haha. shh.. oops. =x
till later, missy better get back to work with the guys. later'
wonder why it always feel so warm and comfy when the 'neighbour' in my office isnt ard.. *at peace*
time to cont working.. haha.
"Invitation to treat"
6 January 2007, saturday
8pm onwards (cus i know everyone loves to be late...)
late night snack..
chillin' out...
"Offer"
rsvp via here/email/hp or any other means u can reach to me.
"Acceptance"
when u receive the reply..
venue to be confirmed later.. if u gt the heart im sure u'll come no matter where it is.. =x
till later.. its events for the whole wkend.. burnt. *sighs*
2 more projects left before the year 2006 ends. in fact, the projects will end by sunday. yipee.. den its more planning and brain juicing out. i really applaude to those secretaries and 'slaves' of those big bosses.. tough job. spent the last two days laughing for about 2hrs non stop with the BB boys. really cheery guys who can keep you smiling the afternoon. two more days of non-stop xmas songs at the lobby..
the shopping cant stop till the sales are over. buy.buy.buy. and when $ comes.. its more spend.spend.spend. still havent found gifts for everyone yet. im asked to quicky plan the important 21st. HAHA. im gona b one of the first to start the ball rollin'.. any suggestions?
the weekdays seemed to pass much faster this time... finally met miss v.ron on friday nite wif min. felt sad for her over what happened.. perhaps headin to the ladies was a mistake? i dont know.. kinda spoilt the nite.. i know words/actions now wont mean much but u know i care ya?
the music got better later that night. managed to catch some other frens dere too.. my pri sch fren.. another poly fren.. tryin to let my hair down.. min had to leave earlier.. i bumped into someone who could finally guess my age correctly.. the angel sent me out to the cabby too. sweeet. oh yes, finally met cheng's bro.. haha. wonder if he laughs when he's drunk too..
lil' ms shopholic headed town by 10am to catch a sale despite reporting to dreamland at 4.30am. -grins- stayed passed lunch hr n headed home for a nap.. went out later that nite to chill wif some frens. the laughing continues. its nice to have company. =)
sunday comes and the spending continues... one stop at isetan led to a 3 figure sum receipt. haha. wouldnt comment on my next few stops. wonder if i'll countdown xmas.. new year.. still wondering.. pls get somethin' exciting n fun k.
till later' *MUACKS*
sometimes it feels weird being stared at. some people can stare at you for so long, u wished their eye balls drop out. haha. that was cause im being described. like, whatever. its over 3mths since i've been working here and we're talkin abt bonuses n pay increment.. yeah baby. =) kinda clueless how things are getting. jus puttin my best effort n avoiding PPs.
suddenly time flies a little much quicker, its gona b the weekends again! paarty...! cant wait to feel young again. must b the company i've been with tt makes me feel old.. the need to chill'. ah yes.. cant wait to lay my hands on the steering wheel of that subaru.. weeet. wonder when. *grins*
finally i set my foot into phuture last night. familar place, overly crowded. my playing skills has dropped. blame it on the long time i had such fun. went w min and frens and everything got crazy. dirti dancin' n lickin' n brain freeze. guess min was high that 1. she dropped her earrings, everyone had to search for it. 2. she dropped her hp too. clumsy girl.
fortunately or not, i cant completely remember everything that happen last night. blah. took the cabby home myself n the driver was talkin to himself all the time. (1. i couldnt be bothered why he kept saying i look like -duno-who- chinese actress/singer/wadever. 2. i didnt have the voice to speak / cant hear myself) Reached home and felt a lil hungry. wonder when r0n will cook noodles for me again. haha.
i've got one more month to party my 20th year away and it shalln't go to waste. cant stand the fact tt ppl give the "wah" look when they know im 20yrs. at least im mature in my thinking and dont spout childish stuff.
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